Late Night Update

Well, I thought I would update really quick. I'm up late *trying* to study. My back is killing me, like it has been for the last week... all of a sudden my back hurts every night. I don't remember this with my last pregnancy.... hopefully it goes away soon.

The exam is in 2 weeks and 2 days, I can't BELIEVE how close it is!! It will be sooo nice to have it over with.

I had my 27 week check-up last week. Baby is good, kicking a lot, but my 1 hr glucose levels came back at the high end of normal, so the doctor is having me do another fasting test (not the 3 hr one, just another 1 hr one thank goodness!) just to check. She said the numbers were still in the "normal" range, just a little high. So hopefully my next one will come back in the normal range too so I don't have to do the 3 hr and freak out even more. It's really stressed me out... the news couldn't have come at a worse time... but I keep telling myself that the numbers were normal, so I shouldn't have a problem. Ugh.

Hayden is doing okay. He's been sick the last week, coughing and sneezing and has ended up in our bed 2 nights because he couldn't sleep well by himself. He always ends up on my pillow though, somehow, and so the 2 nights he was in our bed he was coughing in my face all night long. Great. So now I'm worried about getting sick from him and thinking how many germs must be all over my pillow. He has slept better, and in his own crib for the last 2 nights though, so I think he must be getting slowly better. And I still show no signs of getting sick! Thank goodness.

I am so stressed and worried and panicked... I just need to calm down. I'm worried about my upcoming exam, I'm scared to death about getting sick with all this swine flu talk (seriously I've been washing my hands like every 20 minutes...), and lately the thought of having a toddler and a baby at the same time seems like it will be too much to handle. I feel like I'm going crazy. I need some relief.

Ok, back to studying... I just need to get in one more hour and then I can go to sleep... yes I can't wait to sleep.