Not Happy

Got a call from the doctor's office this morning. My pap smear came back abnormal. Not happy about that at all. The lady asked me if I still have insurance - yes I can pay for it another month. She already made me an appointment with the doctor on the 20th for a colposcopy. Yikes. Well, I guess it was a good thing that I insisted on a stupid pap smear - or maybe not. Maybe it would have been better to have just blissfully had no idea. I really hate this. I hope this next thing clears me of anything :(